Tomorrow I see my surgeon, I called this appointment because I need a new general practioner and a referral for an orthopedic doctor. I also just want to hear her say all looks good, let's fix your shoulder. Then on Friday I have my three month appointment with the oncologist. Scared to death really. I have that ulcer feeling again-but not too worried about it. But I have this back pain that won't go away. I fear it's like my kidneys or something bad. Most likely it's muscular but how do you tell someone like me not to worry? It's impossible. I'm hoping my bloodwork looks good and she examines me and has no cause for alarm. Then I'll focus on my back.