April 24th

I'm frustrated. I can't seem to get ahead, or even at the least. I'm trying so hard to get my old self back and it's difficult and tiring. I get tired and touchy, and frankly just need some attention that isn't medical related. I'd like a conversation that wasn't about how I feel. I'm an old lady talking about my aches and pains. How depressing. A 44 year old 90 year old. Sad face.  Will I ever be even normalish?...

I want to be back on a trip somewhere far away from reality. 

Softball season has begun. Marley went from girls on the run to her first game. Too much. They lost, but she did score one of the four runs her team got. Go girlie!

Tomorrow morning I see the plastic surgeon himself. We'll figure out my shoulder and next steps for expansion. If things go well, we can put a date on the calendar for the switcheroo. That would make me feel that there's a light at the end of the tunnel. I'm doing all my appointments solo, Brad is busy. Hope all goes smoothly.