Kicking & Screaming

OMG!  I have less than 2 hours before this begins. I need to shower but I think I am going to either barf or crap in my pants...sorry, but you know that feeling. My hands are shaking and I am not motivated to get up and get ready, who would be. I want to be a little kid and protest going, I see my self being physically dragged to the car by Brad....not a pretty picture... I would lie if I say I am going to walk in there all confident and strong... I see big baby on the horizon.  The unknown is scary.   Guess it is time to get ready to face that unknown.  Yikes.....