Good Days are Good....

I've felt pretty good the past few days, both body and mind. I even worked out got on the elliptical yesterday to keep moving to get back in shape. It's good to feel good.  I had two weeks off tamoxifen and the last week I felt better but it didn't go away completely. I went back on today, if it goes back to the same, then I'll know for sure. If not maybe it will just continue to get better and go away.

I'm starting to get nervous anxiety aboutt he surgery. I'm still hoping on Tuesday that Plasticman will tell me we can proceed with the easier procedure. I'm planning on taking two weeks when he told me to take more. I don't have the sick days and if I'm feeling okay I want to go back to work as soon as I can. I just want it all to go smoothly. So I don't do any heavy lifting for awhile. In fact if they're moving muscle I may not be lifting much for a longer amount of time. Guess my weight lifting days are over. Damn. 

But for now, I plan to enjoy my life and feeling good. I haven't cried about my situation in at least a week. That's a first in almost 11 months. Progress? Dried up?  I have some fun things on the horizon and I am enjoying my family and friends.