Aches and Pain-No Good for the Brain

Well the weekend is almost here, not that I have any plans that I'm looking forward to...but it's still a weekend.  However, since it's been dark and dreary every morning this week and I had to get up, I wouldn't mind a dreary morning to sleep in.... My luck it will be sunny at 6:45 and ruiny sleep in plan. Plus I'm looking forward to what the shrink may suggest for a sleep aid. I'd like to sleep on my own, but too scared to even try.

Tomorrow I get herceptin and see the shrink. I have so many aches that I'll probably ask to see the doctor at infusion time. I feel more like I've raked my body from something like snowboarding or overdoing it hiking or something. All aches scare me. It's not a good feeling. I'm trying not to burden anyone with all this but Brad gets to hear it when it gets too much. I guess I feel a bit bad for him. I always apologize for ruining things. I hate that I did. Wasn't on purpose.

Not motivated to purge today. Dane has a late play practice and I just feel achy. Having tea and doing nothing-and I'm okay with it. 

Fall is here! Sweatshirts! Warm hats! (although I'm not as excited as normal to wear a hat-go figure), colored leaves! Those are all good things.